if you really love someone, you’ll do anything to get them. you won’t go messing around with other people to try to get over someone. if one day you realize you miss someone, you’ll accept the fact that love takes time. love isn’t something that just happens. love is underestimated. you never know when love will find you. love doesn’t have a real definition, love will come to the two people that care about eachother the most.
one more chance..
loving someone feels great. but being loved back by that person is amazing. i seriously don’t know what i’d do without you. i have my mind and heart set for you.. just waiting, that maybe one day you’d come back to me. i swear i’d make you happier than you’ve ever been with me. and i know i can’t predict the future, but if you gave me just one more chance i’d make everything perfect. back to the way things were, when nothing else mattered to us, but us. no one else could ever come between us. i feel lost, and depressed. just blah. i want you, and only you. i miss your goodmorning and goodnight text messages, i miss seeing you, i miss holding your hand while walking infront of everyone, i miss people saying that we are so cute and that they’re jealous, i miss kissing you, i miss hugging you to the point where we’re squeezing eachother, i miss bragging to all my friends about how perfect you are, i miss our cute ooVoo calls, and phone calls. and really, i just miss us. and there’s no one on the face of this earth that could make me as happy as you do. i feel like you’re actually my bestfriend, i told you everything. and i trust you with everything. come back into my life, and we’ll stay together, forever this time.. i pinky promise.
breakingpoint.
I know there’s nothing I can do at this point. you’re done.. and unfortunately I’m not. and I know it was me.. I’m the one that called it quits. it’s like I realize how happy I really was when I’m without you. I honestly think it’s because I never see you. and next year will kill me the most. seeing you happy with someone else, and I know I’ll realize what I could’ve had. I will not come begging you back. I just can’t do it. you mean the absolute world to me.. and I want you to know that. soon or later I’ll just be another girl that walked out of your life. but it works both ways. I try so hard to fake a smile everyday I’m not with you. I try so hard not to cry, but they just pour. I don’t want anyone but you.. and I swear thats the truth. you were the only one that I could actually be myself around without having to act different. I know you’ll never take me back again.. and if you’re reading this just remember that you’re still my one and only, and you’ll always be number one in my heart. I love you Colby..
